I am feeling so 'antisocial' lately. I just want to stay home, read my favorite books, dream, imagine (get lost in make believe, ha) and write to my heart's content. 'I vant to be alone'. It is very frustrating though because there are many things I should be doing and I feel like I let my husband down when I want to be this alone. Plus it is lonely. I usually can deal with it pretty well because I generally like being by myself (I am comfortable being by myself) but I have this very persistant, plaguing notion I am letting myself and loved ones down. I have got a few things done, like a whole lot of laundry and I organized my linen closet (oh joy). I also have all my books for fall semester and I have started reading. I almost feel like I need this time before things get too hectic again. I am soon to start working for the Census again - before I know it school will be starting which will be pretty hectic with my internship and all. Ugh, getting anxious. Time to get back to reading Anne of Green Gables and imagining.
Greta Garbo, famous actress and noted recluse. She has been credited with saying "I vant to be alone." http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Greta_Garbo
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